When You Realize


How long has it been since the last time I give a thought about my life? It's been quite long since the last time I remembered. It's not that life suddenly gave me too much bad things that let me think that life was a mess and wishing for a better one. I just realized that life just has been... ordinary.

Office from eight to five, spending the rest other time doing this and doing that. I did have fun, though. Days have turned into weeks and weeks to months, but thankfully haven't yet turned to years before I questioned this to myself, what am I actually up to?

I never even realized I was missing this one thing until the day that I talked to a good friend and I know that I've been reminded, by God. It's kinda funny how I thought my life was just fine but I never knew that my soul was missing that something. Now when I come to think about it, the more I think the more I know that I don't want to live my life like this for too long. 

There is absolutely nothing wrong on being ordinary, in my very own opinion. But the case is just I don't want "just" this ordinary. I want more. I need to seek for It and I know I have to. I want to live my life more than just this kind of usual, nothing fancy life. I need to feel more "alive".

It's almost the end of the year, and it's a start of another year again. Just a few days ago, I couldn't think of what things I should write on the resolutions for next year because I thought that again, life has been just fine. But now, not anymore. Suddenly there are so many things that I know I need to pursue at the upcoming year. This is a very good sign, right? I know this must have been God's guidance. They say there is no such thing as coincidence. So, this must have not been one, right? 

As a person who's never out of hope, I wished that this could be something that motivates me to stand up and go, as the oil to light up even bigger fire that burns inside me. WAY TO GO SAS!

Tomorrow will be a different day and shall be a better day, have to be one, to be exact. Guess I'll have to start my "life-changing" moment tomorrow. For now, I guess a good sleep will help after a long yet tiring day. It's the only cure.

By the way, the picture has nothing to do with this post. I just happened to dislike posts without pictures LOL. And, does it feel strange to see me using just two LOL's on my post? #SekaliSekaliBolehDong :))

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